I'm P I S S E D

Soo pissed!

I thought being married means having someone love, pamper and care about you for the rest of your life.

I thought wrong!

Yes, most of the times when things are good, all stomachs are filled and all tempers are curbed.

But today, as I was one-staff down (as her father just suffered from stroke), have just been into the wildest class of students, haven't had the time for a proper toilet break, haven't had lunch, have been talking non-stop for 3 hours to a business prospect, I wasn't feeling no love, care much less any pampering from the husband.

He was picking me up for lunch when the business prospect showed up 2.5 hour late from our appointment. He joined the meeting with the prospect and after staying around for 2 hour, he's not willing to wait just 10 more minutes for me to talk to another appointment who was late also.
I mean, why won't he just wait for a while. He knew I was starving, I was ready to go, and I was hoping he'd accompany me for my super late lunch.

But off he go!

He wasn't rushing to anywhere else... He's had his lunch and not exactly starving... So was I wrong to ask him to wait a little longer? If it was me, I would've waited for him.. even if it's another hour and even if I AM starving.

So YES, I'm pissed! And he's the last thing I want to see or talk to right now. Or even up to dinner later. I've never been this upset at him, but then again, I've never been so tired, stressed out and hungry! (but that rant is for an entirely different post)

It's such an irony, thinking of how before marriage, he's always around even when I didn't need him. But post marriage, he's not willing to be around when I most need him.

That's food for thought that won't fill my empty stomach now :(